Wednesday, October 19, 2005

sleeeeeeep

as of late, i've been staying up later and later. many things have contributed to this insomnia and i'm not sure any of them are good. it has come to my attention that i'm going to be 21 in less than a week (!), sadly i'm not as excited as i should be. but i have been thinking far too much lately (surprise surprise) about life and my future and what i really want to/can do. the ribs aren't helping me much either. it feels like my ribs are trying to squeeze a few vital organs out of my rib cage in effort inflict more pain on my lung. it would help if they stayed attached to my sternum and spine. bastards! because of that, my appetite is lacking. ugh. i'll stop ranting, i'm getting annoyed with myself. lets hope this week goes by quick. i dunno how much longer i can go on 3 hours of sleep a night. : (