Thursday, January 13, 2005

here's my ad

So i had a conversation with scott this weekend. And he mentioned that my blog seemed really "depressing" (now he didn't use that word exactly but i can't really fit the whole conversation into this). He kept saying that i always talk about finding that one true love. Which i denied full heartedly. But upon further reflection, i think he's right. As much as i don't want to admit it, i think its time for me to find a boyfriend. Its bad enough that my friends bug me all the time about getting out there and finding someone new, now my mother is trying to set me up. I have a feeling she thinks i'm a lesbian. Her comment at the dinner table, "you have so many cute, sweet, respectful, guy friends....don't you want to date one of them....i'm confused on why you won't.....are they missing something? wait....what are you looking for in a "partner"?" Sad, i really do sound like a lesbian. I need to find someone.....or at least become more interested in the opposite sex. I've been sitting around waiting for one to come to me, but they become friends instead of love interests. I don't like that term....love interests. I'm not expecting love, just happiness. Does that work.....i'm looking for someone who will make me happy. Now i already have several guy friends scoping men out for me....man i sound desperate. And i may sound really picky, but i just want someone who likes music, and taking pictures, or hates using people, and can laugh at himself, and doesn't think that spending money on a girl is the only way to make her happy. Is that too much to ask? Do i sound that picky? Maybe i should post an ad on what i'm looking for in a man. Here's my ad:

20 swf looking for a man who: likes all kinds of music, reading, outdoor activities (especially those in the mountains), taking pictures, won't cheat on me, respects not only me, but people in general, can laugh at himself, knows that money does not equal happiness, has some future goals and aspirations, and is honest. p.s. preferably over 6'. that would be great.


(i'm pretty sure that's it....but if i think of anything else.....i'll let you know).....boy do i sound shallow.....