Monday, October 30, 2006

only shadows.

i'm done. my troubled mind has started to eat away at me. its even begun to make me sick. breaking me apart from the inside out because it hurts to much to admit that i'm in pain. numbness and emptiness. that's all i feel anymore. love is gone. i have nothing left to give. nothing.

sleepless nights become lonelier. old faces mean less. the future is inescapable. losing the ones i love reminds me of the superficiality the world. i gave all my love to people who cared only about themselves. what a waste.

a shell of the former me. exposed angry hard defensive. you have no right to judge who i am. you helped make me this way.