Friday, August 11, 2006

poo on toprol.

my meds are not making life any easier right now. apparently because my condition lists all my actual symptoms as side effects i get all the other random ass side effects such as: depression, insomnia, nightmares and, of course, the desire to do absolutely NOTHING. glee! the doc says i need to be around people who make me happy. haha. oh man. tais has even dubbed me the "crazy medicated lady". you would think that the doctors would find me something to increase my heart rate a little. nah, apparently everyone wants a pulse of 48. lets just make her more slow and retarded, stopping that epinephrine is really gonna help. currently i've been reduced to a zombie like state, except i'm not so white. yeah, so i'm hostile. sue me.