Saturday, May 06, 2006

you.

i wanted you to be there for me. but every time i tried you kept stepping away. trust ensues if you trust me first. i'm too scared to be me. giving up on us was the hardest thing. i thought you didn't want me. and its hard to keep trying when i feel like i meant nothing more than the rest. i would have worked harder, if i had realized. i can only stay lonely for so long before i go searching for someone to save me. you are a better savior. sorry i was too impatient to wait. i know i have no more chances.