Tuesday, April 04, 2006

"dark blue, dark blue...have you ever been alone in a crowded room?"

i dispise being this unhappy. and i don't know why i am anymore. i've gotten good at lying to myself. maybe tomorrow things will be better. but for now, i'm too scared to let anyone close. they'll see through my facade. no one needs that responsibility. i'll pretend to forget until i don't.