you're not here anymore
and i think i'm falling apart. i sit in bars, getting lost in a sea of faces. attempting to find my way through parties and conversations. trying to make the most of what i've been through and what i've become. and all i'm wanting to do is get home. wherever it may be, at any given moment.i do what i can, and that's all i can do. that and hope to god that i can save face for all my fuckups in between. and try for all its worth not to regret the ways i've spent my time. that's all i can hope for, these days.